chinkbreezy: Oh my fucking lanta bro… i have such respect for people that are this creative and talented.
i actually wouldn't mind a phone call right now
i’m that bored and upset. lame.
pretty friggin tired
of when it finallyyyyy seems like something is going to turn around for me, it goes to shit. pretty much done with life at this point.
The Sith Code
Peace is a lie, there is only passion.
Through passion, I gain strength.
Through strength, I gain power.
Through power, I gain victory.
Through victory, my chains are broken.
The Force shall free me.
do they make like pills you can take to wipe bad memories from your mind? hmmm? it’d be really fucking fantastic if they did because i honestly don’t feel like drowning myself in alcohol hoping the brain cells that die are the ones holding those memories. fucking sick of the shit. fucking sick of getting my hopes up, being betrayed, used, lead on, ditched, etc, etc. fucking tired of...
coming to terms with myself...sorta? idk
wellp, it’s been a shitty 5+ months to say the least. had a lot happen to me. lost people close to me (death and other ways), lost pets i’ve had practically my whole life, doubted my future entirely, pretty much lost my identity as well. i lost all interest in things i enjoyed. if you’re my friend and known me for any amount of time you could probably tell a couple of things...
i'd like to look through those pictures
but i’m finding it way too fucking hard. fuck.
the past 5 months fucking sucked
relatives dying animals dying school being shit practically being used now i’m still in this shit hole til May hope it doesn’t suck as bad (it would take a lot to suck more than the past 5 months) now bring me a cute girl to watch a scary movie with and cuddle, toby is being a douche.
menth0l: meds need to kick in soon plz. also, need motivation to clean room. Not happening atm. hear ya there.
One of those nights
where I sit around thinking too much -_- yet death is such a quick escape *le sigh*
I hate I’m stuck here for another semester. I need fucking good, dependable friends. Time to go drink til I sleep.